Life is cruel to me.
no, i think
karma, fate, and destiny beat up life
and THEN life becomes cruel to me.

to make a long story short,
an old beloved desktop computer was being used
and i, being a retarded kid i am, deleted a vital item (called NTLDR btw)
so now i can't get on, the computer TURNS out TO BE a 'fake',
one that was like, pirated or something so its not an official computer
so there's no booter disk or anything.

it had a lot of important documents(drawings) and my old drawing program (Corel Painter Essentials)

Someone kill me now.